If you have read my previous posts, maybe you might wonder what happened to my mother now. If that’s the case, thank you very much for caring. Also, thank you to all who prayed for my mother.
Good news! She is now out of the hospital!
She is now recovering well from her hospitalization since the end of October.
I actually thought we are gonna lose her. Looking back, it felt like there was someone writing a script for us and the timing of the storyline was just right.
It was surreal.
I was about to go home that Sunday afternoon when the doctor called in the morning and asked us to visit her and explain in Filipino what had happened to her (since the doctors find it hard to speak in English). During that time, we brought an iPad for her to meet all my siblings at least online.
The mentality I had that time was that it might be our last moment of seeing her alive. I was ready of what was to come. Or maybe not.
But whatever happens, my heart was ready to face the future of my mom’s condition with courage.
Now I know that taking that leap of faith was worth it.
From this experience, I realized two important things: health and time.
During my five-day stay with my family, though I was worried with what is to happen to my mother, I still felt at peace with just me being there with my family.
Moments like laughing at a botched sinigang, walking in the park with my father, playing with my nephew, seeing my niece smile, riding a bicycle together with my brother, talking to my sister-in-law about a cleaning detergent, meeting a friend of my younger sister, meeting the family of a Japanese friend in a ramen restaurant, and the list just goes on. I know these are simple moments and it only make sense to me.
You just have to be there and experience it yourself.
These are the moments I am thankful I am present.
I never felt that kind of peace of mind and comfort for a long time. It was not a trip to a beach resort, rides in an amusement park, or eating in a fancy restaurant. To me, it was just those mundane moments that left a mark.
When I am in the presence of someone I care the most, those are the moments I cannot help but be grateful. It is the mundane moments that I treasure in my heart.
In spite of my mother’s health decline, I am still grateful. What is important is that she is still alive and recovering though I do not expect her to be like she was before she got hospitalized.
But still, I am grateful!